I Know It's Kind Of Late But Happy Birthday

mood:still chilling
listening to:Put Your Hands Up by False Start on my MySpace profile

*this is a dedication post



happy belated b'day to Secret (whose b'day was on the 26th of March...)thanks for always being there for me when i just needed someone to rant to or just to go out with.thanks for always taking me out to wherever i want to go and never complaining.thanks also for being a good listener to me and talking to me bout anything and nothing at all.you are the best guy fren,close fren,boyfren,ex-boyfren and bro that a gal could ever ask for.i wish you all the happiness in the world and also that you would get everything you want,need and wish for.thanks again for the memories,happiness and fun that you have brought into my life and i wish that there would be many more of that to come.take care.

Happy Birthday To Major R.E.

mood:chilling at the moment
listening to:Point Blanc's songs on Voyeur Records' website

*this is a dedication post



happy birthday to Major R.E. who is the amazing beatmaker for Point Blanc's songs.may you have the most amazing b'day ever eventhough there is only about 4 hours left to it.you are an amazing beatmaker and if i ever do an album,i would book you to do my beats.may you also get everything you want,need and wish for.take care.

My Heart Is On My Sleeve,I Hide Behind These Words

mood:kinda tired for no reason...
listening to:random songs by Fall Out Boy in my iTunes

hey,

i went to see my little obsession today (if u dun get wat i mean,refer to thislar) and it was ok (i got cute guy to see mah :D).i gotta start thinking of writing an essay for a scholarship and i have no idea on how to write it,much less start it.i noe i'm given a topic,its just that i'm kinda no good at factual essays.it takes awhile for me to write factual essays compared to writing fiction essays.i used to love writing but these days,it tends to remind me bout the story that i wrote that my teacher and most of my frenz love.i on the other end did like the story but it was too personal becoz i wrote truth into it.it ended up sorta hurting me each time i read it.in the end,i destroyed the actual copy of the essay and only kept the typed up edited copy which i was supposed to print and pass to the school mag ppl to publish it.i decided not to pass it to them as it was kinda too personal to me.the last time that i wrote sumthin that resembled an essay was for my SPM exam and since then,i've not really wrote anything.anywayz,i miss Juss a lot.i hope she's doin alrite.good luck to 3POINT8 on passing his exam.i want Starbucks and cupcakes.anybody willing to buy for me??? *big hint!!!* today is a pretty much rambling post,i guess?love you all,take care.xoxo.

Can't Help It,The Girl Can't Help It ;p

mood:tired but smiley,craving for Starbucks and cupcakes
listening to:Clumsy by Fergie,Nine In The Afternoon by Panic At The Disco,Nothing In This World by Paris Hilton,Do It Alone by Sugarcult,Daydream (EJ Heavy Rock Version) by Avril Lavigne


hey all,

i'm feeling like a stalker at the moment.well,you see i kinda think that this one guy who works at one of my fav food places is pretty cute.i tend to go there these days more often just to see him (i love the food too,ok?)its kinda almost to the point of obsession,u might say?like when i heard that he might have left the place,i went there the 1st opportunity i got just to make sure if what i heard was rite.silly of me,rite?hahaha but certain obsessions r ok,i guess?at the moment,i'm love being single.yes,i do get lonely from time to time but truth be told,being single also means that u r pretty much free to do what u want without having to tell ur other half watcha doing and stuff like that if u get wat i mean.i've pretty much settled on which college and course i wanna enrol in.i'm trying to apply for a scholarship.wish me luck on writing the essay for it.i've not written anything that resembles an essay for months!!!on a sorta lighter note,i've finished my chick lit novel :D i just started bout 5 sumthin pm yesterday and finished it like 1 sumthin am just now.i didn't take that long,i was districted with other stuff and stopped bout 6 sumthin pm and only continued back bout 10 sumthin pm till just now.i'm kinda a speed reader.my frenz are always amazed that i can read a thick novel within 2-3 days if i'm captivated by it.in that sense,i'm like Rory Gilmore but with music,i'm like Lane Kim (search up on 'Gilmore Girls' on 'Wikipedia' if u dun get wat i mean)what should i do bout my lil obsession?for now,i'll just have fun with my eye candy.i dun intend to approach him.for God's sake,i dun even noe anythin bout him.anywayz,please do not call me crazy (if u can...)hahaha.well,i wanted to put up a pic of some cupcakes to brighten up the post,unfortunately stupid blogger pic uploader wanna emo with me 2nite so have to wait for my cupcakes post lar (that is if blogger pic uploader decides to be nice with me when i do that post)till the next post,love you all.xoxo.

Morning Random Ramblings ;p

mood:not enough sleep,tired but sorta awake
listening to:"I'll Keep Your Memory Vague" by Finger Eleven,random songs by Frequency Cannon,Good Charlotte,Marion Raven and The Moffatts

hey,

have u ever heard of the term 'fatal attraction'? (i dun mean the movie k?) its not like u r bein a stalker or anythin k?its just that u can't help but like/feel attracted to that person?fatal attraction just simply means that u can't help but like or be attracted to a certain person that u r not supposed to like or be attracted to.i just felt like jotting this down.dunno lar,i'm between tired and awake,hahaha(had bout less than 4 hours of sleep,dun ask...)i had my Starbucks the other day *grins* i kinda craving for cupcakes liao and i still want my Starbucks!!!oh yeah,i wish my hair will grow long back faster,i'm starting to miss tying it up.i did sorta a messy and tidy clipped up bun yesterday.i thought it looked nice :)


my hair from the side view (i quite like this pic actually :D but blur blur liao)


me without my specs (is my hair alrite? do i look fine without specs?i'm just wonderin...)


from an angled view (psst,this is actually one of my most fav pics of the moment!!!)


this is the one and only best shot of me with my specs

well,i wanted to upload a pic of the cupcakeChic box and the cupcakes my daddy got for me but i guess i will wait for my next post as blogger pic uploader is bein a b*tch to me today and it sucks!!!well till the next time,so long and farewell,take care.xoxo.

Random Ramblings

mood:just felt like rambling
listening to:random songs by Alkaline Trio and The All-American Rejects in my iTunes

hey,

i noe i said i will update as often as i can but still sometimes,nothing comes to me when i do wanna write.Sunburst was really fun,wet and tiring.i met One Buck Short and Cheryl Samad.they r real nice and humble ppl.details sooner or l8r.i have many backdated posts that i haven't even done yet.i have a craving for Starbucks and cupcakes suddenly.maybe i should have a cupcakes kinda cake for my 18th?i'm just rambling today.typing wateva that is non-sensitive that comes to mind.i have the wrong muse for writing lyrics currently so i've stopped writing lyrics for the moment.wrong muse as in i'm not supposed to think bout this person in the context that i'm writing the lyrics but i'm kinda getting over this person d.its ok if you dun get me,hahaha.i wanna lose weight but ice-cream,cupcakes and Starbucks and even chocs plus potato chips are just so tempting.*sigh* i miss staring at sunsets,maybe i should do just that and take pics of it one of these days.i'm missing the Nike This Is Love event this sat.only becoz i can't find any gal to go with me (its a gals only event...) so damn suckylar.if its an open to all event,i'm sure i can find ppl to go with me wan coz i noe guys who r Nike and Che'nelle (coz she's so gorgeous) fanatics who would surely go but since its a gals only event so tak boleh ajak guys loh.i dun hate Che'nelle k?in case u r thinking that,i just wanted to clarify that i think that she's really pretty in real life and she's a real nice person (i met her by accident b4,long story lar)plus i think that her songs are nice.i miss Juss and Debbie around.i'm sure they would teman me to the Nike This Is Love event if they were here.good luck to Debbie and Sabrina who r off to NS.i'm done rambling for the moment.take care.xoxo.

Let Things Go,Hope Stays

mood:not good and frustrated
listening to:random songs by Three Days Grace in my iTunes

hey,

i'm kinda not in a good mood.sigh.how could sum1 who dunno me well say those kinda stuff about me?i don't really wanna tok bout what happened.its just that i felt that i somehow unawarely got beaten up?it was just assaults of words that kept coming at me and it was hurting words.as i said,i dun really wanna tok bout what happened so i shall just keep it at that.the only thought that is kinda consoling me at the moment is that i'm going for Sunburst tomolo.i shall post up details bout it sooner or l8r.oh yeah,my SPM results.i passed everything.i got 1 A1,2 B3,2 B4,2 C5,1 C6 and 1 D7.very random results.i miss hanging out with a certain person.at times like this,i wanna tok to that person badly and just spill everything out to that person.adding to my bad mood and frustration is my baby Wookie deciding to tear up paper and i will have to clean up after him l8r.i pray and hope that tomolo would be a much better day.well,that's all.take care.xoxo.

Random Thoughts Hits Me In Nocturnal Moments ;)

mood:tired which is weird since i'm turning nocturnal in some ways
listening to:random songs by The Cure and Cute Is What We Aim For in my iTunes

hey ppl,

yes,i'm weirdly tired eventhough i've turned nocturnal in some ways,hahaha.the Singapore trip post was sitting in my drafts for awhile so its under the January posts k?i've got so many other things to blog bout when i have the time.too many posts,too lil time.oh yeah,my daddy's new baby (refer to this) has now become my mummy's new baby.don't ask.so for now i'm having my mummy's old baby which is the same hp as my current baby but its in a better condition than mine.i'm having it only for now till i teach my daddy l8r today how to use it then i can take my daddy's old baby to use for my Digi line but for now i'm using my mummy's old baby for my Digi line coz i have two sim cards.one is Hotlink and the other is Digi.Hotlink is my main line and Digi is just a spare line like thatlar.i want my own new baby *big hint!!!* i have some exciting stuff coming up and i'm happy eventhough i'm single.single is awesome :) but love is good sometimes,i guess,hehehe? well,take care.xoxo.

Happy Bubbly Post And Random Rants

mood:kinda happy,dazey and a bit tired...
listening to:random songs in my iTunes,my bro chewing on his sunflower seed and my mummy's baby a.k.a hp keep beeping reminders.

Warning:a very lost post ahead...

hey ppl,

i think i'm turning nocturnal in a way.oh God,if that is the truth,i would look like shit coz not enough sleep once i go to col,man.i was kinda sleepy eventhough it was afternoon but last nite i didn't sleep until bout 2am coz mummy asked me to go to sleep,if not i would be still awake until dunno what time...but i was still quite awake.didn't even feel sleepy until i hit the bed coz it was so comfy to just snuggle up,hehehe.i have been looking around at 3 cols.i have pretty much settled on either 2 out of the 3 cols.mummy wants one of those pros and cons list like Rory Gilmore in Gilmore Girls always did and i'm not a list type of person.oh well,i will have to do it anyway sooner or l8r.i'm kinda starting a whole new chapter in life.i won't be able to get away with crime after i turned 18(no longer minor mah...) but i dun even do crime so it doesn't really matter rite?and starting col,meeting new ppl and all sorts of other stufflar.i saw my dream baby today.its so gorgeous...i want it so bad!!!its even better than my other dream baby,hehehehe.i'm currently eyeing my dream baby along with a couple of other stuff.today is my daddy's b'day so i wish him happy b'day here!we brought him a new baby a.k.a a new hp,its so gorgeous that i'm so tempted to have it for myself but i shall be patient and wait till my b'day to see if i can get my dream baby.my current baby is dying...ok its not really dying per say but the cam and video cam kinda died d?the centre button wanna come out d so have to stick back with UHU glue... and even the memory card opening thingy cannot close properly d.the price to trade it in is also pretty low than the price i paid for it d.i did pamper it!!! guess its just the time for it to go sooner or l8r?if my dream baby came out the time i brought my current baby,i would have gotten my dream baby instead but regret also no use lar.i'm turning 18 in exactly two months.Actual SPM results coming out this comin Wed and i got a couple of exciting things coming up this month.i ain't sure what my plans are for April yet but i noe got loads of new movies coming out,pull my mummy go with me lar.


this is my current baby,the Motorola SLVR7 which the pic looks nicer than my current baby that i'm having


this is my dream baby (Sony Ericsson W910i) in red which i plan to get if i can...


this is my dream baby(Sony Ericsson W910i) in black but i prefer my dream baby in red lar,its so much more me and girlish in a way,hahaha.



this Nokia N81 8GB hp was my dream baby until i saw the Sony Ericsson W910i hp and honestly,i prefer Sony Ericsson morelar but this hp is nice too.


i'm eyeing this pink Sony Vaio laptop.isn't it pretty???


hmm...i heard apparently this pretty lil laptop bag comes with the pink Sony Vaio laptop.if its true then its so cool!!!


and yes,for my frenz who know me so well,iam eyeing the iPod Classic 160GB as well.i love the black one,its so nice and sexy and sleek.


my daddy's new baby (Sony Ericsson W660i),we got the black one for him.the red one is nicer in real life than the pic.


the back of my daddy's new baby (Sony Ericsson W660i),the pattern on the back of the red one is so gorgeous but obviously we got the black one for my daddy which is not too bad but just kinda plain lar.

yes,i crave a lot of things at the moment but i really want a new baby to replace my current one and a laptop for col next time.well,i might go for the May intake for col.ain't sure yet.one of the col is starting this Mon and its kinda too sudden for me lar.i thought i have couple of weeks more to apply and prepare so i'm waiting for next intake for that col if i do decide on going to that col.another col is May intake and another one of the col is 24th of March so have decide properly and do my pros and cons list a.s.a.p loh.oh yeah,i've somehow misplaced my SPM trial results due to the fact that it looks like a normal white A4 size paper that people might have printed some unimportant stuff on *grumbles...* so i can't even apply for col until my actual SPM results comes out this coming wed.i'm a bit panic-y (if there is even such a word...) but guess i can't worry too much liao lar.Coffee Prince is so damn addictive!!!well,i shall blog more soon.take care.xoxo.

So Long Sweet Summer,Another Sun Soaked Season Fades Away

mood:tired and kinda sleepy...
listening to:random songs by Dashboard Confessional

hey ppl,

yes.its almost 4am and i'm awake still.was watching "Coffee Prince" DVD just now.its borrowed to me by Kim.its addictive,i must say and quite happy like kinda show.its great as a pick me up type of show as you can't help but smile or laugh at the antics in the show.i do wonder y ppl want someone else to lie to them bout loving them when they know its just a lie just so that they won't feel lonely?its a random question.its just that in situations like this,i prefer the truth.its better to hurt short term than long term but i'm the type of person who loves to be nice to ppl.in fact,sometimes too overly nice,i guess?hahahaha.i miss skool a lil bit.i miss having a routine sometimes.almost everyday now,its like random days.well,when college finally starts after i get my results and apply for college and it does start,then i guess i will settle back into a routine but for now,everyday is just being random for me.like now,i'm sitting in front of the pc blogging away at like 4 plus am.someone asked me just now if i have anyone in mind since i'm single now.i told that person no.i answered no is not becoz i dun get lonely or that i dun want someone,its just that i find that my emotions are one of the killers of all of my past relationships so i guess i better keep it in check at the moment and let God decide for me who would be the right guy for me.even falling in love takes work,you know?for now,being single and having the freedom to do anything i want is great.well,take care.xoxo.

Randomness Suits Me...

mood:tired...love my "Jay Chou" and waiting for something exciting to come by ;)
listening :"Stubborn"-Evan Taubenfeld & "The Best Years Of Our Lives"-The Black List Club
hey,

i've not updated in awhile becoz i've been really bz or rotting around with no inspiration.someone asked me just now y i said dating was no fun and i just answered,if u r not emotionally stable,its torturing to date.my emotions are pretty yo-yo these days.at least,its more ups than downs but honestly some days,i stay in my room and cry or try to write some lyrics out.i will admit that yes,i do get lonely sometimes but rather than to hurt someone else with my unstable emotions,i would rather keep it to myself.one of the reasons that all my past relationships strained was becoz of my yo-yo emotions.i will admit that yes,i'm quite immature sometimes and i act like a lil bratty princess but honestly i do wish that i don't act that way sometimes.sometimes i find myself being too nice.sometimes i find myself lying to someone bout my true feelings just to be nice and keep that person happy when i'm torturing my own feelings.oh yeah,i've been crazy bout this song called "Stubborn" by Evan Taubenfeld who is the ex lead guitarist of Avril Lavigne's band.honestly,some lyricsof the song,i can use it in so many different ways to convey messages to any of my exes.sometimes,have u ever felt like crying but you just can't? i feel that way now and i don't even noe y.SPM results is coming out on 12th of March apparently and i'm kinda scared but i guess its too late to panic huh?well,i took a pretty nice pic the other day.

i don't think you can see the rain drops in this pic but it was raining when i took this pic from the window and i felt the colours of the leaves plus the rain just falling down like that made a good pic.

now i'm listening to 'The Best Years Of Our Lives" by The Black List Club which is Evan Taubenfeld's band after he left Avril Lavigne's band and my dog is tearing up paper next to me.i'll probally clean it up after this.i miss one of my bestest and closest friends in the world but these days,that person is kinda too bz to even reply my text msgs.i kinda just want to tok with that person to rant stuff that i can't rant to anybody else coz this particular person is the only one who gets me so well other than 2 or 3 of my gfs and i rant better to this person.i kinda just want someone who understands my rants to rant to,hahaha.well,this lil post is just clear up that i'm alive and to rant a bit.i'll probally blog more sanely after SPM results are announced,i'm done with couple of exciting stuff ;) and also after college starts.i know i promised updates.please be patient,i beg of you.i will do loads of updates as soon as i can ;) thanks.take care.xoxo.

p/s "Stubborn" by Evan Taubenfeld's lyrics and "The Best Years Of Our Lives" by The Black List Club's lyrics
p/p/s "Stubborn" by Evan Taubenfeld's unofficial video and "The Best Years Of Our Lives" by The Black List Club's unofficial video
p/p/p/s Evan Taubenfeld's Myspace and The Black List Club's Myspace plus The Black List Club's Official Website
p/p/p/p/s Download "Stubborn" by Evan Taubenfeld here!!! (its under "Try Life Without Me Evan Taubenfeld Hate Roughs)