Last Christmas,I Spent It In Singapore

mood:a bit tired though kinda nocturnal...
listening to random songs by Bowling For Soup in my iTunes

hey ppl,

i shall blog about the Singapore trip now since its so long overdue.i'm not gonna post a lotta pics as there are too many of the same-like pics or most of them are already on my bro's blog.if you do wanna check out the posts on my bro's blog then check out the early Jan posts.



the bed in the hotel room.the hotel is called "Gallery Hotel"


the bathroom of the hotel room


the very cold sink in the bathroom in the hotel room


the cupboard area and we didn't take anything from the minibar also.


one of the many bridges in Singapore.


the G-Max thingy that i went on.its a reverse bungee jump thingy and i swear that i may or may not go on it again.it combines two of my most intense fears.heights and falling backwards.the white guy who was sitting next to me with his gf got worried bout me as i was shaking without realising it myself and whimpering.i nearly cried.my bro didn't go with me and just watched me suffer.


princess not looking very princess-like in front of a Christmas tree made up of lights (i think?) in front of this shopping mall called "Central" near Clarke Quay.


me at the Clarke Quay area.forgive me for not looking pretty in the pic coz i was dead tired actually from all the traveling and walking around.


kids ice-staking in this make shift ice-skating rink in "Central"


this chair was one of the most common chairs we saw when we were in Singapore malls.its real pretty :)


my cheperone for the trip...my bro.


"starbucks" in Singapore is pretty huge and nicely designed.we didn't go into this one though,me and my bro went to another one.its cheap to buy "Starbucks" in Singapore if u're earning Singapore Dollars as its only 5 sumthin Dollars for a drink compared to 10 sumthin Ringgit here.


the MRT machines at the MRT station.


the rare moment that the MRT station was actually empty


the Orchard Road sign.it was really crowded there.


me with sum deco in Orchard Road.


this was really cool,a string quartet in a mall!!! y can't we have that here? :(


my bro with two out of the three kings at Orchard Road


the princess with the two out of three kings at Orchard Road


some road thingy which was pretty cool on Orchard Road


the gorgeous MRT ticket which u can get back 1 Singapore Dollar of your deposit if you return it to the machine


we saw a GIANT fish at Underwater World in Sentosa Island.its nice but a lil bit boring.i touched some fishes and stingrays :)

super GIANT Spider Crab!!!

the super cool tunnel thingy


we saw a REAL LIVE DUGONG!!!


the night view of Singapore which was so gorgeous

honestly,the trip was awesome though Christmas didn't feel like Christmas without my parents around,going to church or even the pressies.yes,i didn't really get any pressies and didn't buy anything in Singapore except for food and paying for transportation.i must admit,i was already bursting with joy when the captain said we were landing in Kuala Lumpur already.home is still the sweetest.thanks to my bro for accompanying me and putting up with me,Fly.FM and Singapore Tourism Board for giving me these awesome prize and also to Steve and Ben from Fly.FM for contesting me and also announcing me as the winner.thanks so much to God as well for giving me this awesome blessing.hope u guys are happy with this post.take care.xoxo.

Come One,Come All To This Tragic Affair

mood:contented
listening to:the "MCR" songs in my "Itunes"


hey ppl,

i updating a lot today coz this freakin post is too long overdue.as i said in my very 1st post,i shall blog about the "MCR" concert.my mummy brought for me the so-called V.I.P tickets as a treat for after my SPM exams which i half regretted coz eventhough i was near d stage,i kept getting pushed by ppl who were moshing.loads of profanities escaped my princess-sy mouth that nite.i met Eric a.k.a "My Hiro" by accident b4 the concert(the reason i call him "My Hiro") i was looking for my entrance to the stadium when sum gal tapped me on the shoulder,i turned around to see if it was sum1 i knew,turns i didn't even noe the gal(she must have tapped me by accident) and i turned around to see Eric in front of her instead.since me and him were in different sections,we decided to meet up after d concert.the concert itself was so awesome!!! "One Buck Short" started d show as the 1st opening act then when they were done,we waited for bout half an hour then "Pop Shuvit" came on as the next opening act.after "Pop Shuvit" was done,we waited for almost 45 mins to an hour for "MCR" to come out and i must say,the wait was so worth it!!! they r so awesome live!!! Gerard Way sounded exactly like he sounds on d cds itself and so much more!!!Ray Toro did an awesome guitar solo.Frank Iero and James Dewees,d accompanying keyboardist and back-up vocalist and soon to be a full member of "MCR" did an awesome and gorgeous guitar and keyboard solo.even Gerard Way did a keyboard solo!!! unfortunately Bob Bryar couldn't come to the Malaysia show to play on the drums as he was not feeling well so Tucker Rule who is the full-time drummer for the Band "Thursday" and a part-time drummer for the band,"The Don't Tells" replaced him at the show.Mikey Way was good on the bass and look nerdy-ly cute(is there even such a word?)words can't describe how awesome it was.after d show i met up with Eric,he was so sweet to wait with me for my dad for almost an hour.this is a real short post with no pics coz words can't describe how awesome is the concert."One Buck Short","Pop Shuvit" and "MCR" were really awesome and my parents didn't allow me to take d digi cam with me plus my hp cam is spoiled till now so no pics but i guess a short post suffices :) take care,love y'all.xoxo.

p/s on a random note:-

1. its gonna rain so i shall blog about the Singapore trip over Christmas with my bro and also the NYE celebrations at 1U with Juss and Alicia soon
2. i want my own digi cam!!! preferbally this one!!!(which is the DSC-T2/G one!!!)
   
3. i still miss Juss so much!!!
   

Blissfulness Is Awesome

mood:quite contented
listening to:the "Boys Like Girls" and the "Boys Night Out" songs in my "Itunes"

hey ppl,

last nite i went to "Starbucks" in "Great Eastern Mall" with Secret.the "Starbucks" ppl messed up my order.i got "Frappucino with Vanilla Syrup and Whipped Cream" instead of "Ice-Blended Vanilla Latte with Whipped Cream".well,since d guy gave me extra whipped cream without me asking for it(i always get extra whipped cream from the guys at "Starbucks" for sum reason without me asking for it actually) or saying that they got my order wrong.i decided to just forget bout it.


the drink is what i usually get but i only get the cake like once in a rainbow moon.


instead,i got this drink coz they messed up my order.i thought "try sumthin newlar" then i drank it and regretted that i didn't say anything bout them messing up my order coz it tasted like "Nescafe with Whipped Cream"!!! i drank it d then only remember to take pic,if not u can c that the guy gave me loads of whipped cream ;p


i tried this cake called "Noir" last nite.i shall stick to more 'normal' cakes next time as this cake was fine but not wat i'm used to...

u see the fork in d pic above,its sharp in between each wateva u may call it and i kinda sorta cut my tongue and part of my lower lip a lil bit with it.i noe i'm weird and i nearly cut my lip and tongue again with the straw.i told Secret bout this and he kinda rolled his eyes at me coz its really strange.i told him "i'm super clumsy".he said "maybe a lil bit" and sniggered in his own way.hahahahaha.after the lil trip to "Starbucks",we went to the car albeit a very different way than usual coz we discovered that d usual doors to the carpark were locked as the mall was actually closed d so we went back to "Starbucks" and asked d staff for the way so they directed us to the office tower as the other opening to the carpark was there.we could have sat at "Starbucks" till they closed but i had the puppy eye look and lil princess smile and asked Secret to go a playground and just stop there and chat instead.initially i wanted to stop at the playground so i can go on the swings but in the end,i got too lazy to get down from the car.hahahaha.i shall not tell u the playgrounds we usually go coz i look too young for my age and he look much older than his age,l8r we kena tangkap and bawak to balai then die man!!!except there are 2 playgrounds that we usually go to.the 1st one,i shall nickname it as "the guarded playground",there's a guard there at nite,man!!! so if we have time then we usually go to "the isolated playground",its nice there,u can sit down at the bench there or sit down in the car and chat and just chill and no one would bother u at all.we stopped at "the isolated playground" for awhile then i decided to go back to my area instead coz the time was near my curfew d so if my mum call also,can just jump out of the car and go back.so we chilled for awhile at an empty house which was couple of houses away from my own.i decided to take pics with him after that coz i dun have a pic with him alone at all b4 that.


Princess with Secret.this is the 1st perfect pic we took after so many attempts.rite after this pic was taken,my mum called me up! hahahahaha.i just told my mum i was on the way back padahal i was couple of houses away only.sori,mummy.Secret actually wanted to drop me in front of my house when my curfew came d but i told him to wait till my mummy called lar.


the last pic we took then he dropped me in front of my house.

i love going out with him coz even when we dun say anything,its not awkward silence,its actually pretty comfy and nice kinda silence.noeing that u dun necessarily have to say anything just to keep conversation going is actually really nice once in awhile.i dun always see him or tok to him or even chat with him on msn but when i do,its as if nothin had change between us and we can just pick up where we left off rite away.i could coax anything out of him and get him to do anything for me with just my puppy eye look and lil princess smile and i have my ways of pushin his buttons,so to speak but he does treat me like i'm a princess without me even asking for it.i always tell myself that the gal who actually gets him as a bf and he loves her is the luckiest gal in a world as he's d best bf that any gal can have.i'm over him as i said and going out with him is just like a bro and sis outing as i can tell him so many things and feel comfy with him.


i'm actually craving for this at the moment.anybody willing to get me the gift set of this particular perfume for my b'day? *hint hint*,its on 5th May and its gonna be my 18th.i still can't believe that i'm no longer in skool and gonna turn 18 actually.that's all for today.hope u all enjoy my post :) take care,love y'all.xoxo.


p/s on a random note:-

1. i miss Juss still
2. i'm craving for "Salmon Sashimi" and "Kuaci a.k.a Sunflower Seeds"
3. Facebook is so darn addictive!!!
   

I've Got The Gift Of One Liners And With This Gift,I Compose Words

mood:a lil crazy and hectic still though better now...
listening to:the "Cute Is What I Aim For" songs in my Itunes

hey ppl,
just a short update for the moment since d day isn't over yet.today was crazy and hectic so far.went for brunch with my mummy at "Taman Melawati" then went home to grab sum stuff.we went to "Istana Budaya" after that to check some stuff out.after this lil trip,the craziness and hectic-ness started.we went to "TM Point" in "Titiwangsa" to apply for a phone line and Streamyx for our new house.will u believe that we waited for more than an hour and never got to apply?after all that waiting,we discovered that while we were still waiting,the officier left for lunch!!! i mean,gosh,we waited for so long and you just left for lunch like that.in the end,we just left the place.not only that Streamyx is so fcuk-ing slow these days but also their services(forgive my profanity)then we went to Alliance Bank in the Danau Kota area and once more,its crazy and hectic.there was barely any parking so we just parked near the petrol station and at the same time,the carlock on my mum's door started to be cranky at us and make trouble for us.if the car is on then the lock won't open.we have to off the car to open it but all the other door locks work just fine and the car was still fine yesterday.its just not our day as traffic was crazy as well on the way home around the Danau Kota area.i mean,its like 2pm already!!!lunch time is over so why the traffic would be crazy?well,at least i hope things will start to go rite for the day from now.tonite i'm meeting Secret to yum cha a.k.a have a drink and just chit-chat with him since we haven't done that in awhile.as i said,i'm over him.we are just going out as like a close frenz/bro and sis outing since he did promise me that he will take me out after SPM is over.i shall update more stuf l8r.for now,take care.love y'all.xoxo.

p/s,on a random note:-

1. check out Bie's blog!!!
2. my daddy got me the pirated "Alvin And The Chipmunks" movie DVD a couple of weeks back and it turned out to be the Hong Kong cinema version!!! so that means,Cantonese speaking and English singing.i'm laughing too much to last through the movie coz i watched d English version in the cinema d.my bro was watching it today and he managed to finish the movie!!!i'm surprised...
3. i miss Juss so much.i shall say so till she returns!!!

a real cute pic of Theodore from "Alvin And The Chipmunks" to make you guys smile :D

Contented-ness Is Blissful

mood:super happy and contented though a lil bit tired
listening to:the "Halal And Loving It" album by "One Buck Short"(its super duper awesome!!!)

warning:very long post ahead!!!

hey ppl,

this post is gonna have loads of pics.not any camwhoring pics,just pics of wat i got from my shoppings last week as in last Thursday and yesterday and also couple of other stuf i got from other times.



the "Sweeney Todd" bag i got last Tuesday courtesy of "8TV Quickie" (i won it plus two free list movie tickets for the show,gonna go with my mummy coz we both love Johnny Depp *swoons* :D)


my amount of shopping for last week alone though d cd,i actually brought it myself.everything else is courtesy of mummy or daddy.


the handbag that my daddy brought for me from this shop called "Animal" in "The Gardens At Mid Valley" yesterday.its so pretty.it doubles up as a camera bag(u can remove the long strap so that it becomes either a handbag or a bowling bag only)and also a bowling bag according to the tag on the bag though i'm kinda bedazzled by it being a bowling bag.well this way,you would noe that it won't break easily? (i guess...)the bag ain't very cheap(almost a hundred and sixty Ringgit) but i guess when u pay for quality branded stuff,its worth it?(i really dunno...but i really love d bag and i'm gonna use it ALOT!!!)


this calendar came with d bag in d above pic.its an okay calendar,came with some pretty stickers and sum pics of sum cute guys in it though there are more pretty gals in the calendar.


this pair of shoes was the reason me and my mummy went to "Sungai Wang" last Thursday but instead we brought two tops (which i shall post up the pics below) and left without any shoes.yesterday we went back there though yesterday i went with my dad and got this pair of shoes which is comfy and pretty at the same time :)


this is one of the pretty tops that me and my mummy got last Thursday,its kinda like a top/dress to wear with jeans or long leggings.its comfy as well.


and of course,you have the customary red top for CNY.its quite comfy,its a shirt/dress to wear with black jeans and long leggings.its cooling too,the most important factor for this very hot weather a.k.a desert weather...(got this last Thursday as well)


mummy got me sumthin from "Perlini's Silver"at "Isetan" at "The Gardens At Mid Valley" yesterday and the calendar came with it (is it just me or is a calendar the hip thing to give out now?)


in case you can't see wat is this,i shall just tell you wat it is.it is an abstract star pendant that my mummy got for me from "Perlini's Silver" at "Isetan" at "The Gardens At Mid Valley" yesterday.


a 3/4 pinstripe pants that my daddy got for me at "Sungai Wang" yesterday.its pretty and comfy.i wanna ask if anybody noe where to get cheap and long pinstripe pants to plz tell me?coz i really want one...


the 3/4 sorta skinny cut jeans that came with a studded belt that my daddy got for me yesterday at "Sungai Wang"


the "Voyeurizm" caps that i got from helping Point Blanc out bout 2 weeks back(read bout it here and also here)the one with the eye,i brought a shirt and got it.the flowery VR one,Bie gave it to me.he gave a cap of their own choice to Mel and Eugene as well.i just so happened to wash the shirts that i got and also the one i brought.shall post them when its all dry and pretty as well as the shirts i got from this place called DC Superheroes in 1 Utama(i washed d shirts as well...)its a nice place. (p/s u can get "Voyeurizm" from "Echo Park".i applied for a "Echo Park" member card yesterday but forgot to take a pic of the card,shall take a pic of it l8r and post it up with the other shirts l8r...)and i wanted to get the "Voyeur Records red baby-t" yesterday but daddy said no more shopping for me.shall buy it myself when i can.


"The Nightmare Before Christmas" bag that my daddy got for me for my 15th b'day.it has served me well for 3 years but its time to pack it up and use the "Animal" bag that i got in the pic above as the cloth around the zip area of this bag has started to fray.i must say thanks to the bag that had served me well and accompanied some of my "model shots" but i have to pack it up.its nolgastic *sigh* probally i will use it once in awhile for old time's sake.


i searched through 2 cd stores for this!!!(in the end,i got it at Rock Corner in Mid Valley Megamall) its real good although its short and i'm listening to it for the i dunno how many round now :D (i brought this myself without any money from mummy and daddy,i usually splurge on accessories,food and music)


the inside of the album,ain't it cool and nice and gorgeous? (for only RM25.90 somemore!!!)


the back of the album,its so cool!!! (a lil info for you all,they kinda messed up the printing of the lyrics sheet.the lyrics for "R.I.P" is actually the lyrics for "Runaway Topguns" and the lyrics for "Runaway Topguns" are actually the lyrics for "R.I.P" so i hope u guys would understand my explaination)

well,that's the end of the post for today.i took like more than hour plus to post up all the pics and everything,man!!!you all better appreciate it and hit me back with comments.i still can't figure out how to put a Cbox on my blog.shall try do it soon when i noe how.i miss Juss so much.can't wait for CNY to come then got money,hehehehe.love y'all.take care.xoxo.

Thanks For The Memories

mood:happy and sorta flirty-ish and just peppy!!!
songs:Thnks Fr Th Mmrs,The Carpal Tunnel Of Love-Fall Out Boy,Stranger-Hilary Duff,4ever-The Veronicas,Swing Swing-The All-American Rejects ,I Can Do Better-Avril Lavigne



My Baby Wookie For You All To See And Love :)




Princess With Her Babe,Juss,Dec of 2006

hey ppl, i'm still alive.i've just been pretty bz.that's all.i was sorta workin for like 2 days and been going out a lot and sleeping a lot as well.shall post up summore pics or give a more complete update sooner or l8r.ppl who noes me noes that i'm a procastinater so the updates will be a long while more,hahahahaha.i've decided to give up.i noe from the start that it will never work so y mope bout it now.as Juss said,its been 3 months.3 months of crying and moping and i'm sick of it,frankly.i bet my gfs and my bois are sick of worrying bout me as well.i have accepted d fact that it will probally always be a lil bit awkward but u noe wat,i dun care anymore.i'm finally declaring i'm single.for so long,i kept saying that my relationship status is either complicated or i'm single and not available but now,eventhough i'm not prepared for another relationship,i'll just say that i'm single and let God take me to where He wants my direction and steps to be.i guess Juss being back here and then away from me for the moment (i miss her loads...) kinda did me sum good.she did knock a lot of sense into me.sweet and bittersweet memories will always be there and my msg to him is "thanks for the memories but i'm over you and i understand that things will probally always be awkward between us but i'm not gonna mope around and cry and self pity myself anymore.thanks for everything" being over him just feels so good and great.it took awhile and a lot of sense that Juss had to knock into me but finally i've decided upon the best decision for me,him and everyone else which is to get over him and iam over him.it's actually even fun now that i've gotten over him.no more moping around,no more crying and no more self pity.i can't wait for Juss to be back.i miss her so much.CNY is coming,i've gotten 2 tops already,just left shoes and sum bottoms.i love you all.hit me back with comments.tata.xoxo.

Do You Know I Cry? And Its Not The Good Kind

mood:emo-ish...
songs:The Good Kind-The Wreckers(download it here!!!),Never Too Late-Three Days Grace
(download it here!!!),Sober-Kelly Clarkson,(download it here!!!),Together (Karaoke Version)-Avril Lavigne,Gone Forever-Three Days Grace,Behind These Hazel Eyes-Kelly Clarkson(download it here!!!),Fall To Pieces-Avril Lavigne,How To Save A Life-The Fray (download it here!!!),The Scientist-Avril Lavigne
warning:emo post ahead
hey ppl,

in the past few hours and days,i've received a couple of bad news and made sum1 mad at me.my fren's dad had a sudden heart attack on sunday and passed away.another one of my fren's grandparent passed away a few hours ago.i managed to piss off Secret and he doesn't get mad easily so for him to get mad at me means i've crossed the line in some ways.my emotions are yo-yo now.tomolo (9/Jan/2008) will be 3 months since the break up.everyday,i'm still trying to cope with it.unfortunately,every lil thing seems to remind me of him.the tension between me and him is quite bad till sum1 close to him even can sense it.i just wish that with each passing day,things will get better.its not that no guy is after me but for the moment,i don't wish to have any relationship at all.i do not want to make the same mistakes again.i want to take things slow.the news of the recent passings of my fren's dad and another one of my fren's grandparent has made me realise that life is short if not fragile.for now Sober by Kelly Clarkson and The Good Kind by The Wreckers is my theme songs for me and Secret.i've not been entirely sober for the past 3 months but i did not turn to alcohol to stop the pain neither did i start cutting again.i just started the habit of crying and tokin to myself in the mirror.i'm goin crazy and delusional in a way and i noe it but at least i'm not killing my liver or hurting myself rite?everything has changed in the past 3 months.my experience with Secret and also Secret himself changed me a lot.i wish that he won't give mixed signals to me.oh i forgot,i won't be getting anymore mixed signals coz we don't speak to each other or even see each other.its been so long since i've been this emo and sarcastic.the last time i wanted to cry this badly was when he dumped me(i did cry,pathetically while begging him not to break up and cried myself to sleep as well).too many bad news and everything all hitting me at once.i gtg before i really start crying while typing this.anywayz,condolences to my fren who lost her dad and to her family too.condolences as well to my fren who lost her grandparent and to her family too.will be praying for you two and ur families as well.much love to you all.take care.xoxo.

There's A Scream In Your Voice And I Hope You Will Be Heard,I Would Recommend That You Live With No Regrets

Mood:been thinkin...
Songs:Season Of Heartbreaks-Glacius,Wormy's Angels (Rough Mix)-Wormy,Face Down-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus(Download it here!!!),Seventeen Ain't So Sweet-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus,Misery Love Its Company-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus,Damn Regret-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus(Download it here!!!)

hey ppl,

today was a mix of normal and crazy.dun ask.instead,today i wanna tok bout emotional abuse.emotional abuse is sometimes if not most of the time worse than physical abuse.with physical abuse,u can at least deal with it physically and it will heal normally eventhough the trauma stays with you for some time but with emotional abuse,unless u really strong enough to handle it,it can and sometimes will kill you on the inside.i'm not just tokin bout teasing from ppl or bout hearing bad stuf that ppl say bout you.i'm tokin bout certain actions that ppl do to you that you are unsure of their intentions of doin that in the 1st place such as ignoring you or even treating you nicely then the next day,act like you do not matter to them at all.i feel that this kinda kills you on the inside.their actions leaves you feeling so confused and sometimes leave you feelin worse than you havin to go through physical abuse.ppl using you for their own intentions is also a form of emotional abuse such as a guy sleeping with a gal but he does not love her or leaves her after he does it or even pretend to love her when its so clear that he dun.u all may say 'who is she to tok bout emotional abuse?,has she ever even been through it?' to be truthful,i've.i shall not go into the details but lets just say that i'm still dealin with it almost every single day.somedays,it gets too overwhelming that you would feel that you just wanna give up and somedays,dealing with it seems to be the better solution.i'm not telling you wat to do to deal with the pain if you have ever been through emotional abuse but i'm telling you that its okay to cry,to be upset,to tok to yourself in front of the mirror if you need to but watever you do,you musn't give up and you must also stay positive.i meant you can feel like giving up once in a while but my advice is to stay strong and positive and focus on the big pic.you have to live life becoz you r never gonna get the same one ever again.emotional abuse is abuse no matter wat ppl say.take care.love you all.xoxo.

In A Second,You'll Be Wrapped Around My Finger 'Cause I Can Do It Better

mood:happy and sad...
Songs:The Scientist-Avril Lavigne,I'm Like A Lawyer With The Way I'm Always Trying To Get You Off (Me+You)-Fall Out Boy,Together(Karaoke Version)-Avril Lavigne,My Happy Ending(karaoke Version)-Avril Lavigne,Umbrella-Rihanna feat Jay-Z,Don't Stop The Music-Rihanna,Happy Mother's Day-Fundamental Mentalities,Dead On Arrival-Fall Out Boy(download it Here!!!),Demolition Lovers-My Chemical Romance,Fall To Pieces-Avril Lavigne,Your Guardian Angel-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus,The World Is Black-Good Charlotte,Daydream (EJ Heavy Rock Version)-Avril Lavigne,My Valentine-Schizzow And The Chipmunk Choir,Girlfriend (Japanese Version)-Avril Lavigne
hey ppl,
i with my fam met Aaron just now with his fam.he's leavin for Hanoi,Vietnam today for 6 days then go to Darwin,Australia for bout 1 and a half day then back to Melbourne,Australia.i do wonder how you can not think oftenly bout a person you haven't seen in years but when you see them for a few hours,you suddenly miss them so much?sumtimes i still haven't come to terms that i'm single again eventhough its gonna be 3 months in 5 days time since the break-up.when i saw the fireworks on nye at 1 Utama the other day,it reminded me of the last time i saw fireworks.it was with him at the Hitz.fm Birthday Bash last year.when i eat Cherry flavored 'Chupa Chups' lollypops,i remember the 1st time i got addicted to them again,it was in his car with him driving 2 years ago.when i go to certain places,i see flashbacks.i guess i had to put all this down in writing so that i could come to terms to forget bout wat used to be and wat me and him used to have and could have had and try to move on,slowly but surely and let things go.i guess its ok to miss someone,even your exes but you must not harbour feelings for them coz honestly its disasterous.it felt so weird not to go to skool when skool has started.skool has ended for me.today when i heard d skool bus then only was i reminded that skool has started.my boi just now texted me and asked me 'how was skool?'hahahaha.i guess he didn't remember that skool is over for me.well,this is quite a long post.so take care,love you all.xoxo. p/s,i have no pics of the dinner tonite coz rushed out and forgot the cam,shall steal them from Aaron's Dad's Facebook soon...and warning,Facebook is addictive!!!(muahahahahaha!!! ;D)

I Love My Nightmare =D

mood:kinda happy for the day
Songs:Zhong Guo Hua-S.H.E,Hei Se Mao Yi-Jay Chou,Stranger-Hilary Duff(this song is so freaking sexy,i dance to it always,anybody willing to buy me the album???),Bu Neng Shou De Mi Mi-Jay Chou

hey ppl,

i plan to update this blog as regularly as i can...did i ever say that i'm obsessed with 'Tim Burton's The Nightmare Before Christmas'? if i didn't,you noe now.well,honestly,i think its one of the best cartoon ever(if you can call it that?)of all time! it has so many values in it beneath all those 'gory' stuf.i mean Jack Skellington was just trying to have fun and do 'the rite thing' but unfortunately he kinda wrecked Christmas by accident.Sally The Rag Doll is sweet and nice though at times she has to kinda do things that may not seem morally rite such as 'drugging' Doctor Finklestein to sleep so that she can have her freedom for a lil while.i noe ppl may not understand her justifications but honestly eventhough she was made by Doctor Finklestein,Doctor Finklestein had no right to imprison her once she can think for herself.thats just my opinion though.enough bout 'NBC'(if you don't get it,this is the shortform for 'Tim Burton's The Nightmare Before Christmas'.tonite,i'm meeting my old fren Aaron for dinner with his family.i've not seen him since he moved to Melbourne,Australia bout 11-12 years ago.he has grown up to be quite a cute guy,hahaha and he has a band!(i've a lil obsessions with musicians and singers,hehehe)well,today is a relaxing day till i gotta get ready for tonite,i shall probally lounge with my own recipe of sumthin really delicious and watch 'Brothers And Sisters'.its a freaking awesome show.love you all.xoxo.

A Fresh Start

mood:unsure,reflectin on life and sorta sad and upset and mad and confused...dun ask...
Songs:Demolition Lovers-My Chemical Romance (Signature Song of this blog =D),Fall To Pieces-Avril Lavigne(dedicated to Secret),Your Guardian Angel-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus,Hui Dao Guo Qu-Jay Chou,Say Anything-Good Charlotte(dedicated to Secret)
The Scientist-Avril Lavigne(dedicated to Secret)
hey ppl,

so this is like my new blog...my old blog is here
its been dead for awhile...but so many things has happened since the last time i blogged.i thought i found love,i did find love then lost it b4 i could grasp the reality that its over.sum ppl may say i'm delusional but sumtimes actin that way makes up for the hurts along the path of reality in sum ways.i guess i created this blog to have a fresh start.i've officially finished high skool.i'm startin my so-called job next sunday and i'm gonna start college in a couple of months...so many big changes and sumtimes its just kinda overwhelming.i'm movin house as well in a couple of months (but not so fast yet...)leaving almost all the places and ppl i've known for like the whole of my life eventhough its only 40 mins away from my place now...sum1 said once "change is the only constant thing in life" and i'm inclined to agree.i'm not being emo k?its just that i've been tokin to my close fren and she said stuf that made me kinda reflect on life.i've decided to just focus on work,studies,family,friends and lastly,myself for the moment.love is overrated(by me,hahaha).but really for the moment,i just wanna clear my mind and my heart.i do not want to carry anymore baggage into my next relationship(if i do have one in the near future)anywayz,i think this is enough for my 1st post.i shall keep fixing up my blog here and there and shall blog bout the MCR concert and the Singapore trip (check out the other posts bout it on my bro's blog as well,its the link,hehehe) plus NYE spent at 1 Utama soon.take care.xoxo.