mood:melanchony
listening to:Xiao Xiao by Joey Yung,Thank You For The Venom by My Chemical Romance,All Good Things (Come To An End) by Nelly Furtado,Camisado by Panic At The Disco,That's What You Get by Paramore
hey all,
sori for the lack of updates.been really bz and lazy.i've started my 2nd sem.funnily i dun even feel like a senior or rather dun even wanna be a senior.things r good and not so good.the fam,me and J and most frenz are good and i dun really wanna tok bout the not so good stuff.my emotions today are one min up and the next min down.sigh.have u ever felt like u just wanna cry but u can't?some days i fear that one day,my strengh would slip and i shall go back to my old ways.ppl who my are my confidantes would noe what i mean.i have only 2 subjects but 2 classes a week for each of the subject this sem.its a short sem,after my finals,i got bout almost 2 months break.i think i would find a job or sumthin or even finally get my drivin licence to occupy my time.i've gotten back into a routine.i dunno y but i feel more comfy when i have a routine eventhough i'm someone who dun like doin the same things every single day.seeing my fren just writting away in his notebook a.k.a journal in the cafeteria yesterday and not giving a damn bout anythin around him reminded me of how i was like when i wrote a long time ago.i need to find the passion for writting again.i used to write so much.i even wrote during classes but not notes,mind you! it was short stories,random rants and ramblings,lyrics,poems and whole lot more.i guess as i got older and more things preoccupied me,i lost the passion somehow.i miss writting,trust me.some days,i flip through my lyrics book and my journals and my old blogs and find that i had loads of passion back then.i wrote without caring.i shared my feelings regardless of what ppl might think of me.as i grew older,i guess i held back those feelings.supressing them in me and bottling them up.i need to find that reckless carefree passionfilled me again.hopefully i will.soon.
take care.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
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6 comments:
You cannot lose your passion for writing. It's still in you. You just have to re-kindle it. Fuel it with more writings. As you write even more will come to you.
my passion of writting was inspired by the JP drama One litre of Tears.
perhaps you just need some motivation. watching/reading a movie or story worked well for me.
z3nlim:well,maybe i do need some inspriration...
anonymous:well,i shall try that.
dun watch 1 litre tears unless ur up for being insanely emo n actually cry a litre of tears! like seriously, i watched dat whole drama in one day n d next day my eyes were swolen shut. no kiddin.
ders nothin bad abt changin gal...now dat u hav a happenin life, treasure it 2 d fullest.
so instead of complainin dat ur losing ur passion 4 writing, make sure you write all abt d best things dat has happened to u. u dun always hav to write all d emo stuff u noe...
hee...i luv u lots gal n i can't wait to cum bak!
hugzz
~pumpkin~
hey!!cheer up princess babe!! ure one hard rock gurl and thgs like thig shouldn bring u down hunn~~
anyway~link you~hope u will link me too
vicky:thanks for ur comments,i usually don't update my links but shall try to link you.
my babe:well,now i shall have inspiration thanks to my post above this.
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