Words Are Just Another Way Of Hiding Your Emotions

mood:upset and hurt
listening to:The Scientist by Avril Lavigne,Realize by Colbie Caillat,Wo Bu Pei,Bu Neng Shou De Mi Mi by Jay Chou


hey,

bad news.mummy found out bout me and J and it was ironically through this blog.i've been forced to break up with him against my will.i dunno how is he gonna react since he's already asleep by the time i msged him.i will wait for him till he's over with skool.that's how committed i am towards this relationship.i hope he waits for me too.you may not believe this but i do love him.i was crying so badly until i called Jess up to just talk.she calmed me down after almost an hour of crying.i was crying even when i was on the phone with her.i love Jess,she's just always seem to be there for me.if you ask me y i'm up this l8,one thing,i'm upset and 2nd,i have to fill up the bloody scholarship form which i dun even have the heart to do it now.J made me wanna be a better person and a good gf.i noe it sounds absurd lar.sigh.frankly speaking,for me now,not caring hurts less than caring.on a better note,i had a haircut today.its so Victoria Beckham-like except i'm not blond and my hair is a lil bit shorter.i wish better days would come.i'm starting to miss him d.i love him.love you all.take care,xoxo.