So Long Sweet Summer,Another Sun Soaked Season Fades Away

mood:tired and kinda sleepy...
listening to:random songs by Dashboard Confessional

hey ppl,

yes.its almost 4am and i'm awake still.was watching "Coffee Prince" DVD just now.its borrowed to me by Kim.its addictive,i must say and quite happy like kinda show.its great as a pick me up type of show as you can't help but smile or laugh at the antics in the show.i do wonder y ppl want someone else to lie to them bout loving them when they know its just a lie just so that they won't feel lonely?its a random question.its just that in situations like this,i prefer the truth.its better to hurt short term than long term but i'm the type of person who loves to be nice to ppl.in fact,sometimes too overly nice,i guess?hahahaha.i miss skool a lil bit.i miss having a routine sometimes.almost everyday now,its like random days.well,when college finally starts after i get my results and apply for college and it does start,then i guess i will settle back into a routine but for now,everyday is just being random for me.like now,i'm sitting in front of the pc blogging away at like 4 plus am.someone asked me just now if i have anyone in mind since i'm single now.i told that person no.i answered no is not becoz i dun get lonely or that i dun want someone,its just that i find that my emotions are one of the killers of all of my past relationships so i guess i better keep it in check at the moment and let God decide for me who would be the right guy for me.even falling in love takes work,you know?for now,being single and having the freedom to do anything i want is great.well,take care.xoxo.