listening :"Stubborn"-Evan Taubenfeld & "The Best Years Of Our Lives"-The Black List Club
hey,
i've not updated in awhile becoz i've been really bz or rotting around with no inspiration.someone asked me just now y i said dating was no fun and i just answered,if u r not emotionally stable,its torturing to date.my emotions are pretty yo-yo these days.at least,its more ups than downs but honestly some days,i stay in my room and cry or try to write some lyrics out.i will admit that yes,i do get lonely sometimes but rather than to hurt someone else with my unstable emotions,i would rather keep it to myself.one of the reasons that all my past relationships strained was becoz of my yo-yo emotions.i will admit that yes,i'm quite immature sometimes and i act like a lil bratty princess but honestly i do wish that i don't act that way sometimes.sometimes i find myself being too nice.sometimes i find myself lying to someone bout my true feelings just to be nice and keep that person happy when i'm torturing my own feelings.oh yeah,i've been crazy bout this song called "Stubborn" by Evan Taubenfeld who is the ex lead guitarist of Avril Lavigne's band.honestly,some lyricsof the song,i can use it in so many different ways to convey messages to any of my exes.sometimes,have u ever felt like crying but you just can't? i feel that way now and i don't even noe y.SPM results is coming out on 12th of March apparently and i'm kinda scared but i guess its too late to panic huh?well,i took a pretty nice pic the other day.
i don't think you can see the rain drops in this pic but it was raining when i took this pic from the window and i felt the colours of the leaves plus the rain just falling down like that made a good pic.
now i'm listening to 'The Best Years Of Our Lives" by The Black List Club which is Evan Taubenfeld's band after he left Avril Lavigne's band and my dog is tearing up paper next to me.i'll probally clean it up after this.i miss one of my bestest and closest friends in the world but these days,that person is kinda too bz to even reply my text msgs.i kinda just want to tok with that person to rant stuff that i can't rant to anybody else coz this particular person is the only one who gets me so well other than 2 or 3 of my gfs and i rant better to this person.i kinda just want someone who understands my rants to rant to,hahaha.well,this lil post is just clear up that i'm alive and to rant a bit.i'll probally blog more sanely after SPM results are announced,i'm done with couple of exciting stuff ;) and also after college starts.i know i promised updates.please be patient,i beg of you.i will do loads of updates as soon as i can ;) thanks.take care.xoxo.
p/s "Stubborn" by Evan Taubenfeld's lyrics and "The Best Years Of Our Lives" by The Black List Club's lyrics
p/p/s "Stubborn" by Evan Taubenfeld's unofficial video and "The Best Years Of Our Lives" by The Black List Club's unofficial video
p/p/p/s Evan Taubenfeld's Myspace and The Black List Club's Myspace plus The Black List Club's Official Website
p/p/p/p/s Download "Stubborn" by Evan Taubenfeld here!!! (its under "Try Life Without Me Evan Taubenfeld Hate Roughs)
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