My Heart Is On My Sleeve,I Hide Behind These Words

mood:kinda tired for no reason...
listening to:random songs by Fall Out Boy in my iTunes

hey,

i went to see my little obsession today (if u dun get wat i mean,refer to thislar) and it was ok (i got cute guy to see mah :D).i gotta start thinking of writing an essay for a scholarship and i have no idea on how to write it,much less start it.i noe i'm given a topic,its just that i'm kinda no good at factual essays.it takes awhile for me to write factual essays compared to writing fiction essays.i used to love writing but these days,it tends to remind me bout the story that i wrote that my teacher and most of my frenz love.i on the other end did like the story but it was too personal becoz i wrote truth into it.it ended up sorta hurting me each time i read it.in the end,i destroyed the actual copy of the essay and only kept the typed up edited copy which i was supposed to print and pass to the school mag ppl to publish it.i decided not to pass it to them as it was kinda too personal to me.the last time that i wrote sumthin that resembled an essay was for my SPM exam and since then,i've not really wrote anything.anywayz,i miss Juss a lot.i hope she's doin alrite.good luck to 3POINT8 on passing his exam.i want Starbucks and cupcakes.anybody willing to buy for me??? *big hint!!!* today is a pretty much rambling post,i guess?love you all,take care.xoxo.