Saturday, January 5, 2008

There's A Scream In Your Voice And I Hope You Will Be Heard,I Would Recommend That You Live With No Regrets

Mood:been thinkin...
Songs:Season Of Heartbreaks-Glacius,Wormy's Angels (Rough Mix)-Wormy,Face Down-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus(Download it here!!!),Seventeen Ain't So Sweet-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus,Misery Love Its Company-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus,Damn Regret-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus(Download it here!!!)

hey ppl,

today was a mix of normal and crazy.dun ask.instead,today i wanna tok bout emotional abuse.emotional abuse is sometimes if not most of the time worse than physical abuse.with physical abuse,u can at least deal with it physically and it will heal normally eventhough the trauma stays with you for some time but with emotional abuse,unless u really strong enough to handle it,it can and sometimes will kill you on the inside.i'm not just tokin bout teasing from ppl or bout hearing bad stuf that ppl say bout you.i'm tokin bout certain actions that ppl do to you that you are unsure of their intentions of doin that in the 1st place such as ignoring you or even treating you nicely then the next day,act like you do not matter to them at all.i feel that this kinda kills you on the inside.their actions leaves you feeling so confused and sometimes leave you feelin worse than you havin to go through physical abuse.ppl using you for their own intentions is also a form of emotional abuse such as a guy sleeping with a gal but he does not love her or leaves her after he does it or even pretend to love her when its so clear that he dun.u all may say 'who is she to tok bout emotional abuse?,has she ever even been through it?' to be truthful,i've.i shall not go into the details but lets just say that i'm still dealin with it almost every single day.somedays,it gets too overwhelming that you would feel that you just wanna give up and somedays,dealing with it seems to be the better solution.i'm not telling you wat to do to deal with the pain if you have ever been through emotional abuse but i'm telling you that its okay to cry,to be upset,to tok to yourself in front of the mirror if you need to but watever you do,you musn't give up and you must also stay positive.i meant you can feel like giving up once in a while but my advice is to stay strong and positive and focus on the big pic.you have to live life becoz you r never gonna get the same one ever again.emotional abuse is abuse no matter wat ppl say.take care.love you all.xoxo.

2 comments:

Glacius said...

Hello...who're you..? haha

DemolitionLoversPrincess said...

its alison here or lilgallove on multiply.how did you even find my blog?