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Princess With Her Babe,Juss,Dec of 2006
hey ppl, i'm still alive.i've just been pretty bz.that's all.i was sorta workin for like 2 days and been going out a lot and sleeping a lot as well.shall post up summore pics or give a more complete update sooner or l8r.ppl who noes me noes that i'm a procastinater so the updates will be a long while more,hahahahaha.i've decided to give up.i noe from the start that it will never work so y mope bout it now.as Juss said,its been 3 months.3 months of crying and moping and i'm sick of it,frankly.i bet my gfs and my bois are sick of worrying bout me as well.i have accepted d fact that it will probally always be a lil bit awkward but u noe wat,i dun care anymore.i'm finally declaring i'm single.for so long,i kept saying that my relationship status is either complicated or i'm single and not available but now,eventhough i'm not prepared for another relationship,i'll just say that i'm single and let God take me to where He wants my direction and steps to be.i guess Juss being back here and then away from me for the moment (i miss her loads...) kinda did me sum good.she did knock a lot of sense into me.sweet and bittersweet memories will always be there and my msg to him is "thanks for the memories but i'm over you and i understand that things will probally always be awkward between us but i'm not gonna mope around and cry and self pity myself anymore.thanks for everything" being over him just feels so good and great.it took awhile and a lot of sense that Juss had to knock into me but finally i've decided upon the best decision for me,him and everyone else which is to get over him and iam over him.it's actually even fun now that i've gotten over him.no more moping around,no more crying and no more self pity.i can't wait for Juss to be back.i miss her so much.CNY is coming,i've gotten 2 tops already,just left shoes and sum bottoms.i love you all.hit me back with comments.tata.xoxo.
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