A Fresh Start

mood:unsure,reflectin on life and sorta sad and upset and mad and confused...dun ask...
Songs:Demolition Lovers-My Chemical Romance (Signature Song of this blog =D),Fall To Pieces-Avril Lavigne(dedicated to Secret),Your Guardian Angel-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus,Hui Dao Guo Qu-Jay Chou,Say Anything-Good Charlotte(dedicated to Secret)
The Scientist-Avril Lavigne(dedicated to Secret)
hey ppl,

so this is like my new blog...my old blog is here
its been dead for awhile...but so many things has happened since the last time i blogged.i thought i found love,i did find love then lost it b4 i could grasp the reality that its over.sum ppl may say i'm delusional but sumtimes actin that way makes up for the hurts along the path of reality in sum ways.i guess i created this blog to have a fresh start.i've officially finished high skool.i'm startin my so-called job next sunday and i'm gonna start college in a couple of months...so many big changes and sumtimes its just kinda overwhelming.i'm movin house as well in a couple of months (but not so fast yet...)leaving almost all the places and ppl i've known for like the whole of my life eventhough its only 40 mins away from my place now...sum1 said once "change is the only constant thing in life" and i'm inclined to agree.i'm not being emo k?its just that i've been tokin to my close fren and she said stuf that made me kinda reflect on life.i've decided to just focus on work,studies,family,friends and lastly,myself for the moment.love is overrated(by me,hahaha).but really for the moment,i just wanna clear my mind and my heart.i do not want to carry anymore baggage into my next relationship(if i do have one in the near future)anywayz,i think this is enough for my 1st post.i shall keep fixing up my blog here and there and shall blog bout the MCR concert and the Singapore trip (check out the other posts bout it on my bro's blog as well,its the link,hehehe) plus NYE spent at 1 Utama soon.take care.xoxo.