hey,
i got new blog at quirkylilprincess
check that blog out,this blog is dead.over and out.
take care.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Friday, October 17, 2008
Nobody Ever Said It Was Easy...
mood:melanchony and sad.
listening to:Let U Go by Ashley Parker Angel,The Scientist by Avril Lavigne,Golden by Fall Out Boy
hey all,
me and J broke up or to be truthful,i got dumped.i'm still trying to come to terms with it.its never easy to get over someone especially if the someone is the one person u have been lovin so much and been so close with for the past 6 plus months.it was not a dramatic breakup,if i opened my eyes a bit,i could have seen it coming.we tried to make it work,really we did but when love just isn't there anymore,there's no point being in a relationship anymore.its ironic,i fell more in love with him each day and he fell out of love with me over time.it was a great relationship,no doubt but there's no point forcing it to work when it won't.i'm alrite at the moment,picking up the pieces,grieving for the moment but i'm not angry at him,not bitter with him,just upset that the end of "us" came so soon.no regrets except that i wish we could have last.anywayz,take care.
listening to:Let U Go by Ashley Parker Angel,The Scientist by Avril Lavigne,Golden by Fall Out Boy
hey all,
me and J broke up or to be truthful,i got dumped.i'm still trying to come to terms with it.its never easy to get over someone especially if the someone is the one person u have been lovin so much and been so close with for the past 6 plus months.it was not a dramatic breakup,if i opened my eyes a bit,i could have seen it coming.we tried to make it work,really we did but when love just isn't there anymore,there's no point being in a relationship anymore.its ironic,i fell more in love with him each day and he fell out of love with me over time.it was a great relationship,no doubt but there's no point forcing it to work when it won't.i'm alrite at the moment,picking up the pieces,grieving for the moment but i'm not angry at him,not bitter with him,just upset that the end of "us" came so soon.no regrets except that i wish we could have last.anywayz,take care.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Find Passion When You Let Your Heart Win
mood:melanchony
listening to:Xiao Xiao by Joey Yung,Thank You For The Venom by My Chemical Romance,All Good Things (Come To An End) by Nelly Furtado,Camisado by Panic At The Disco,That's What You Get by Paramore
hey all,
sori for the lack of updates.been really bz and lazy.i've started my 2nd sem.funnily i dun even feel like a senior or rather dun even wanna be a senior.things r good and not so good.the fam,me and J and most frenz are good and i dun really wanna tok bout the not so good stuff.my emotions today are one min up and the next min down.sigh.have u ever felt like u just wanna cry but u can't?some days i fear that one day,my strengh would slip and i shall go back to my old ways.ppl who my are my confidantes would noe what i mean.i have only 2 subjects but 2 classes a week for each of the subject this sem.its a short sem,after my finals,i got bout almost 2 months break.i think i would find a job or sumthin or even finally get my drivin licence to occupy my time.i've gotten back into a routine.i dunno y but i feel more comfy when i have a routine eventhough i'm someone who dun like doin the same things every single day.seeing my fren just writting away in his notebook a.k.a journal in the cafeteria yesterday and not giving a damn bout anythin around him reminded me of how i was like when i wrote a long time ago.i need to find the passion for writting again.i used to write so much.i even wrote during classes but not notes,mind you! it was short stories,random rants and ramblings,lyrics,poems and whole lot more.i guess as i got older and more things preoccupied me,i lost the passion somehow.i miss writting,trust me.some days,i flip through my lyrics book and my journals and my old blogs and find that i had loads of passion back then.i wrote without caring.i shared my feelings regardless of what ppl might think of me.as i grew older,i guess i held back those feelings.supressing them in me and bottling them up.i need to find that reckless carefree passionfilled me again.hopefully i will.soon.
take care.
listening to:Xiao Xiao by Joey Yung,Thank You For The Venom by My Chemical Romance,All Good Things (Come To An End) by Nelly Furtado,Camisado by Panic At The Disco,That's What You Get by Paramore
hey all,
sori for the lack of updates.been really bz and lazy.i've started my 2nd sem.funnily i dun even feel like a senior or rather dun even wanna be a senior.things r good and not so good.the fam,me and J and most frenz are good and i dun really wanna tok bout the not so good stuff.my emotions today are one min up and the next min down.sigh.have u ever felt like u just wanna cry but u can't?some days i fear that one day,my strengh would slip and i shall go back to my old ways.ppl who my are my confidantes would noe what i mean.i have only 2 subjects but 2 classes a week for each of the subject this sem.its a short sem,after my finals,i got bout almost 2 months break.i think i would find a job or sumthin or even finally get my drivin licence to occupy my time.i've gotten back into a routine.i dunno y but i feel more comfy when i have a routine eventhough i'm someone who dun like doin the same things every single day.seeing my fren just writting away in his notebook a.k.a journal in the cafeteria yesterday and not giving a damn bout anythin around him reminded me of how i was like when i wrote a long time ago.i need to find the passion for writting again.i used to write so much.i even wrote during classes but not notes,mind you! it was short stories,random rants and ramblings,lyrics,poems and whole lot more.i guess as i got older and more things preoccupied me,i lost the passion somehow.i miss writting,trust me.some days,i flip through my lyrics book and my journals and my old blogs and find that i had loads of passion back then.i wrote without caring.i shared my feelings regardless of what ppl might think of me.as i grew older,i guess i held back those feelings.supressing them in me and bottling them up.i need to find that reckless carefree passionfilled me again.hopefully i will.soon.
take care.
Monday, July 14, 2008
Lil Cravings Makes Lil Updates
mood:tired but still going strong
songs:Qing Tian by Jay Chou,Chao Xi Huan Ni by Fahrenheit,Kai Bu Liao Kou by Jay Chou,Wo You Wo De Young by Fahrenheit,That's What You Get by Paramore,Tian Tian De by Jay Chou,Black Mamba by The Academy Is...,Lang Man Shou Ji by Jay Chou
hey ppl,
here iam blogging again.at the college it lab now.connection is okay but a lil bit slow,better than usual anywayz.had a midterm test today.i did pretty okay,i guess?mostly things that i revised came out.
assignments.sigh.so not in the mood to do it but i gotta do what i got to do rite?i'm pretty much well from my flu already,thanks to the meds.i got a nose that has dry and peeling skin as a result of too much nose blowing.sigh.at least,its not as pain as last week already.
i've a craving for brownies and tiramisu suddenly.anybody willing to take me out for cakes and coffee?i need a break.can't wait for my finals to come and then get a lil bit of a break.
i learned photoshop last week.well,learned some pretty nice tricks but its a lot of trial and errorlar.gonna try to experiment with diff pics when i have the time.i badly wanna go for the Hennesey Atristry event this Saturday but mummy dearest don't give permission so i can't go.sigh.wanted to go watch Pop Shuvit perform.haven't seen them perform since the album launch in like April?saw them at Roxy Summersplash but they performed like way after i left.i left bout 7 sumthin close to 8pm and they performed like an hour plus after that.
i haven't been to an actual pure concert since My Chemical Romance's concert last year.Sunburst was a music fest and Roxy Summersplash is a mixture type of event.i heard that Avril Lavigne might be comin in August,i hope i can go.i need some rockin out time.i wish that Paramore and Fall Out Boy would come here and do a show or somethin.i'm totally in need of a good rockin out and fun time.
of course,i remember about my studies as well.coping with col so far.going to classes,doin and finishing assignments,albeit last minute doing it most of the time.sometimes,i work better under pressure.
other things that keeps me occupied other than col?well,i always have family,J,friends,church and social life to keep me occupied.i so wanna go for the MTV Asia Awards but i can't get tickets or passes so that's a hopeless case,i guess i have to be content by watching it on tv and missing the chance to watch Panic At The Disco play live.
till next time,take care.
songs:Qing Tian by Jay Chou,Chao Xi Huan Ni by Fahrenheit,Kai Bu Liao Kou by Jay Chou,Wo You Wo De Young by Fahrenheit,That's What You Get by Paramore,Tian Tian De by Jay Chou,Black Mamba by The Academy Is...,Lang Man Shou Ji by Jay Chou
hey ppl,
here iam blogging again.at the college it lab now.connection is okay but a lil bit slow,better than usual anywayz.had a midterm test today.i did pretty okay,i guess?mostly things that i revised came out.
assignments.sigh.so not in the mood to do it but i gotta do what i got to do rite?i'm pretty much well from my flu already,thanks to the meds.i got a nose that has dry and peeling skin as a result of too much nose blowing.sigh.at least,its not as pain as last week already.
i've a craving for brownies and tiramisu suddenly.anybody willing to take me out for cakes and coffee?i need a break.can't wait for my finals to come and then get a lil bit of a break.
i learned photoshop last week.well,learned some pretty nice tricks but its a lot of trial and errorlar.gonna try to experiment with diff pics when i have the time.i badly wanna go for the Hennesey Atristry event this Saturday but mummy dearest don't give permission so i can't go.sigh.wanted to go watch Pop Shuvit perform.haven't seen them perform since the album launch in like April?saw them at Roxy Summersplash but they performed like way after i left.i left bout 7 sumthin close to 8pm and they performed like an hour plus after that.
i haven't been to an actual pure concert since My Chemical Romance's concert last year.Sunburst was a music fest and Roxy Summersplash is a mixture type of event.i heard that Avril Lavigne might be comin in August,i hope i can go.i need some rockin out time.i wish that Paramore and Fall Out Boy would come here and do a show or somethin.i'm totally in need of a good rockin out and fun time.
of course,i remember about my studies as well.coping with col so far.going to classes,doin and finishing assignments,albeit last minute doing it most of the time.sometimes,i work better under pressure.
other things that keeps me occupied other than col?well,i always have family,J,friends,church and social life to keep me occupied.i so wanna go for the MTV Asia Awards but i can't get tickets or passes so that's a hopeless case,i guess i have to be content by watching it on tv and missing the chance to watch Panic At The Disco play live.
till next time,take care.
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Lil Ramblings And Lil Updates
mood:ok but sickish...
listening to :Kai Bu Liao Kou by Jay Chou,That's What You Get by Paramore,Tian Tian De by Jay Chou,Here We Go Again by Paramore,The City Is At War by Cobra Starship
hey ppl,
sori for the long absence.i've been so bz until i fell sick now.down with flu.sucky rite?i took asprins,vitamin c and also meds from the doc.i hope i will be better soon or else the enviromentalist ppl shall go after me for killing so many trees.using many tissues to blow my nose=more trees dying.get it?
anywayz,i'm in the college's it lab now.connection is pretty much bloody slow when there's a lot of ppl.imagine,it can take me almost 5 mins to get into my e-mail account and to this blog composing page when there's a lot of ppl.that's how sad it is but today is Saturday so the connection is a lil bit better.
well,i've been bz with college,assignments,family,J,friends,church,social life and just life in general.i just so hate bein sick when i have so darn many things to do!!!i have assignments to do and life to live if you get what i mean.
last Sunday,i met Glacius in the flesh for the 1st time.he works in Starbucks.i ain't gonna say which outlet.i dun want you guys stalking him,hahahha(but i guess if u really observe his blog posts carefully,u would know which outlet he works at,hehehe)met Chermaine(my college classmate) there as well.turns out,she's Glacius' co-worker (talk about a small world) Glacius' real name is J--- and the funniest part was when Chermaine said hi to me and then both of them realised that both of them noe me and Glacius ask Chermaine "how do you know her?!" and then Chermaine asked him "how do you know her?!" it was pretty funny when both of them asked each other that.after that,Chermaine asked me "how do you know J---?!" well,long story short,Glacius is Schizzow's fren and we just kinda knew each other.Glacius ended up 'belanja-ing' me.i wanted to pay for my drink but he didn't let me so anywayz,Glacius,if u do read this,thanks again for the drink :) and Chermaine,u make the drink really nice :)
i've moved house.i'm officially a Klang chick now but don't go asking me about seafood and 'Bak Kut Teh' becoz i live at north Klang and only south Klang is famous for those kinda stuff.i like my new house and my 'princess room'.i've got a 'princess bed' :) will post up pics when i have the time to take them.
basically,i'm here in college on a Saturday for extra classes for one of my subjects.today's class requires us to use computers and almost all the it labs are occupied on the weekdays so my class got split up into groups and was asked to come on diff Saturdays and today is my Saturday.it sucks to have to come for class when i'm still on med but i gotta do what i gotta do rite?
well,i guess this is about it till the next post.hopefully,i won't take such a long time.take care.
listening to :Kai Bu Liao Kou by Jay Chou,That's What You Get by Paramore,Tian Tian De by Jay Chou,Here We Go Again by Paramore,The City Is At War by Cobra Starship
hey ppl,
sori for the long absence.i've been so bz until i fell sick now.down with flu.sucky rite?i took asprins,vitamin c and also meds from the doc.i hope i will be better soon or else the enviromentalist ppl shall go after me for killing so many trees.using many tissues to blow my nose=more trees dying.get it?
anywayz,i'm in the college's it lab now.connection is pretty much bloody slow when there's a lot of ppl.imagine,it can take me almost 5 mins to get into my e-mail account and to this blog composing page when there's a lot of ppl.that's how sad it is but today is Saturday so the connection is a lil bit better.
well,i've been bz with college,assignments,family,J,friends,church,social life and just life in general.i just so hate bein sick when i have so darn many things to do!!!i have assignments to do and life to live if you get what i mean.
last Sunday,i met Glacius in the flesh for the 1st time.he works in Starbucks.i ain't gonna say which outlet.i dun want you guys stalking him,hahahha(but i guess if u really observe his blog posts carefully,u would know which outlet he works at,hehehe)met Chermaine(my college classmate) there as well.turns out,she's Glacius' co-worker (talk about a small world) Glacius' real name is J--- and the funniest part was when Chermaine said hi to me and then both of them realised that both of them noe me and Glacius ask Chermaine "how do you know her?!" and then Chermaine asked him "how do you know her?!" it was pretty funny when both of them asked each other that.after that,Chermaine asked me "how do you know J---?!" well,long story short,Glacius is Schizzow's fren and we just kinda knew each other.Glacius ended up 'belanja-ing' me.i wanted to pay for my drink but he didn't let me so anywayz,Glacius,if u do read this,thanks again for the drink :) and Chermaine,u make the drink really nice :)
i've moved house.i'm officially a Klang chick now but don't go asking me about seafood and 'Bak Kut Teh' becoz i live at north Klang and only south Klang is famous for those kinda stuff.i like my new house and my 'princess room'.i've got a 'princess bed' :) will post up pics when i have the time to take them.
basically,i'm here in college on a Saturday for extra classes for one of my subjects.today's class requires us to use computers and almost all the it labs are occupied on the weekdays so my class got split up into groups and was asked to come on diff Saturdays and today is my Saturday.it sucks to have to come for class when i'm still on med but i gotta do what i gotta do rite?
well,i guess this is about it till the next post.hopefully,i won't take such a long time.take care.
Friday, June 27, 2008
Tagged By Mel Mel
mood:a bit emotional
songs:S.O.S by Good Charlotte,Boulevard Of Broken Dreams by Green Day,Work by Jimmy Eat World
tagged by mel mel a.k.a melberry
First Name - alison
Nickname -ally,elle,princess and loads more
Birthday - 5 may 1990
Birthplace - pj
Time of Birth - i dun really noe
Zodiac sign - taurus
--This or That--
Flower or Chocolate - a bit of both
Pepsi or Coke - both?
Rap or Rock - as long as it suits me
Relationship or One Night Stand - i want relationships,i'm so not a one nite stand type of gal
School or Work - a bit of both sumtimes
Love or Money - both is important
Movies or Music - music is my life
Country or City - both?
Sunny days or Rainy days - with my mood now,i want it to rain
Friends or Family - family 1st
Have you ever
Lied - duh
Smoked - nope
Broke someone's heart - think so?usually its the other way
Had your heart broken - obviously
Wish you were a prince/princess - i'm a self declared princess
Liked someone who was taken -i guess almost everyone had that kinda feelin b4
Shaved your head - nah...i love my hair
Been in love - was and still is
Used chopsticks - duh...
Sang in the mirror to yourself - always but i dun have a mirror currently
Favorites
Flower - rose,tulips,orchids and loads more
Candy - anythin except mints
Song - depends
Scent - too many lar
Color - all sorts
Musical Instrument -piano,drums,bass,guitar and violin
Movie - too many
Actor/Actress - can't think of any at the moment
Junk food - chips?
Animal - dog,cat,hamster,pig and got summorelar
Ever cried over someone - i'm quite emo at times so decipher it urself lar
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself -i wish i was skinnier,taller and not so annoying
Do you think you're attractive -nope...
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose - fairytales are just stories
Do you play any sports - nope but i love to run....
List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (some) people-
1. i can be annoying
2. i'm crazy
3. i dun think i'm attractive
4. procastinator
5. i'm a emotional person
6. i love music a lot
7. i'm fat
8. i'm really petite
The people that I wanna tag ar?
can't think of anylar...sori...
Friday, April 25, 2008
Words Are Reflections In A Different Way
mood:ok
listening to:That's What You Get,Hallelujah,Pressure-Paramore
hey,
well,things have been ok,i guess?i went for my scholarship interview yesterday.yes,i got shortlisted but i think this is like only the 1st interview.there may be another interview if i do get shortlisted again.praying hard.i've been doin sum thinking and i think that i tend to think with my heart instead of my head.i'm stubborn.anybody who knows me would know that fact bout me pretty well.i have this feeling to just get my 18th and goin into col over with.i noe a lot of ppl would tell me to treasure those moments but really honestly,i just want time to go faster.anywayz,me and that person is all well.well,take care.love you all.xoxo.
listening to:That's What You Get,Hallelujah,Pressure-Paramore
hey,
well,things have been ok,i guess?i went for my scholarship interview yesterday.yes,i got shortlisted but i think this is like only the 1st interview.there may be another interview if i do get shortlisted again.praying hard.i've been doin sum thinking and i think that i tend to think with my heart instead of my head.i'm stubborn.anybody who knows me would know that fact bout me pretty well.i have this feeling to just get my 18th and goin into col over with.i noe a lot of ppl would tell me to treasure those moments but really honestly,i just want time to go faster.anywayz,me and that person is all well.well,take care.love you all.xoxo.
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